I never got to meet Brennan Manning. He
died yesterday. He always reminded me of my father. Perhaps this is
because his teachings and interpretation of God's Grace permeated my
home ever since The Ragamuffin Gospel
was published back in the early 1990s. It was an idea that my whole
family could grasp,
“My
deepest awareness of myself is that I am deeply loved by Jesus Christ
and I have done nothing to earn it or deserve it.
“
Brennan
was a Korean War Vet, renegade priest who
spent most of his
priesthood working with (and I mean deeply with) the world's poorest
and most disenfranchised. He left the priesthood in the late 1960s,
early 1970s and started writing about the Love and Grace of Jesus. He
lived by, talked through, and walked this out until yesterday, April
12, 2013, when this Ragamuffin went home.
What
made Brennan Manning different in my eyes was that unlike most
preachers who, in words or actions, say, “I used to be a bad
sinner” Brennan was open and honest about his currently level of
sin. But I guess being in and out of rehab will do that to you. Every
time he fell off the wagon he came back with a new bump or bruise
that reminded him, and us, of everyone's need for a Gracious and
Loving Savior.
The Ragamuffin Gospel
was the first Christian theology type book I ever read. I was
eighteen and I was slogging through the complex, yet accessible
language I saw what I new everybody else in the world needed to see.
I saw that,
“The
gospel declares that no matter how dutiful or prayerful we are, we
can't save ourselves. What Jesus did was sufficient.”
Aside
from the Bible it was the most important book I've ever read. It
clarified how I see Jesus, myself, and the World. It was a breath of
fresh air into my 18 year old soul to know that salvation was for
those who needed saving not for those who were Hell bent on looking
proper.
This
post may very well serve my own catharsis, but I'm okay with that. I
hope that through this you can, in whatever way, see that you are a
sinner in need of Grace. I say that not from a stand point of
arrogance against you, but partly thanks to Brennan Manning, I say
that from a stand point of gratefulness towards God for my own sins
being covered.
Brennan,
welcome home.
Thanks for sharing bro! Plan on reading it. Surprised I hadn't even heard of it. Close to my heart has been anything written by Jim Cymbala or Bill Wilson, both inner-city ministers slogging thru the deplorable and disgraced of NY.
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